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Ignoramus.

Monday, May 17, 2004

Heyhey. The last entree is to be ignored. I was just depressed to some extent. Not that bad, but still bad. Today feels so light and airy. I'm so happieee! Not really. But happier than I've even been since that last entree.

I wish I could see all that I want to see, and feel what I want to feel. Like, Germany, how to pass Geog elective with flying colours...yes. I'm speechless today. It's just that, everything I've adored is being adored again. For a moment in time, I lost interest in everything. Like everything.

Oh yeah. There's CCA today, supposedly. And I heard that there wasn't so I didn't go! Now no one can blame me for not going for CCA! I didn't know! Yahaha! Too bad!
There also was this SSO thing, and I tried not to fall asleep as I tried to convince myself that I loved what they were playing. So I tried to hear the alto playing instead of what you usually pay attention to, which was really tough and tiring. The next moment, I *woke up* to the sound of clapping. Wow, I did a great job on trying not to sleep. Congratulate me.

You know, I love going to libraries, especially libraries that are huge, and airy and air-conditioned. I wish I can go to this Finnish University library, which looks absolutely gorgeous. Nevermind that I don't know Finnish. Who cares? And if the librarian tries to chase me out because I'm not one of their students, I can pretend that I don't know Finnish.

But it dawned on me that because it's a University, they surely have language experts there right? Aww, sheesh!

I have come to a few conclusions since the week passed:

  • I'm terrible at chinese, whatever 'chinese' words I speak is purely rubbish.
  • Charissa is unfeeling because she's a scientific person. Yeah, therefore, the sweeping statement made here is that all scientists are robots.
  • Friendster loads its pages slower than a donkey processes its thoughts. On second thoughts, I don't think a donkey can even do that.
  • My brain is in a jam. My brain is made of jam.
  • On third thoughts, I am an idiot.
  • What's so remarkable about being a triple science student?
  • My English is slowly diminishing...like my brain juices are being sucked into the black hole.
  • My goodness. Have you ever heard of a Manolo Blahnik? The shoes that the guy draws are gorgeous.
    Fine. The last few points are not conclusions, they're just added in to make the list look more business-like. Tata. The end of today's entree. Don't moan, I know you love me.

  • On a positive note, today seems to have been a better day than Friday. And Friday seems to have been a better day than some days I have forgotten about. But there you are.

    *Blooooody! Whatonearth is wrong with my blog! Rarrl! The extra wing at the bottom of the page is to be totally ignored. Unless, you want to check out the archives which is totally not worth your time and megabytes and whatever you need to have an internet connection.



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