Oh gosh, Pam. I think you're right. All these hazardous stuff are really bad for my innocent being. Really, really, bad. Save me. I tell you, Friendster is so going to rip out the impatience out of me. I can't believe I'm even spending time on there.

Anyw, I went to EH today. I love it. Nothing more, nothing less.

The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar which the ultimate fulfilment of that hope never entirely removes.
And by the way, have you ever been disappointed when you've walked all out to some outaldnish place to buy sth and the product isn't there? How annoying. Ooh, how awful to feel the sheer annoyance, disappointment, and the sheer...blah. Boo to retailers! Alright. I think I shouldn't be making a sweeping statement here. But still, BOO!!!

Anyway, I think I should s-m-i-l-e more. Or else my permanent name should be Miss I-Hate-Your-Face-Look. Perhaps. Wouldn't that be fun? Sometimes I love being caustic, but I suppose it's really bad, as a Christian. But still...rarrl. Whatever.

What on earth should I doooooo!!! I have so many things to do.
1) Attempt to complete all holiday homework, which I've never done in my whole entire life since I was secondary one. (The age of innocence in primary school. Sigh)
2) Attempt to stop myself from failing my piano exams.
3) Unscrew my screwed chinese.
4) Whatever.

Ohmygosh. I've never been soo disappointed in my whole entire life. Not referring to the incident above. I feel like my heart's thumping like hard against my ribcage. When will it ever fall out, I wonder. Like blood's getting to my face. Like a vessel's going to pop. You are an utter disgrace to the entire humankind, you neanthernal, or however you spell it. I so wanna gorge out your...getting a little graphic here. Whatever. I'm never, ever, going to talk to you again. Not in a million, billion, trillion, zillion, gadzillion years. BOO TO YOU.

Okay. So I was angry. I still am. I have to stop this. My holiday homework and everything else is beckoning me to come to them.

I feel a surge of love for Germany. When will this ever endd? I hope it won't. Cheerios.