I was reading sth today on some place and then it struck me. No, I can't draw closer to that someone. It'll hurt me lots because I think something struck me inside. And I'm so tired of so many things. I need someone to talk to me.

Gahg. I detest this feeling. Terrible malaise. I shall talk to God first. Then someone come and talk to me. Someone that's within my reach.

Hah. I suppose I should rejoice. It's Friday, what else? Actually it ain't of any difference to me because there's school tomorrow.

I wanna scream. Shall retire to the beach next Friday. Hopefully Charissa gets well soon! If you're reading this, God Bless you and get well soon! Haha I rilly missed you at school today okays!

Spiralling into Malaise