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This was supposed to be posted yesterday. But was busy and stuff. So feast yer eyes! Luvyas_* Yesterday (Saturday) went for the National Day Preview. It was okay. I officially love glitter. So back to the topic, it made me think of the National Track and Field thing. I really missed it. I missed the fighting with CHS, the mad screaming and cheering. The awfully stinky rain. The faulty benches. The running. The going crazy with friends. I missed every nuance of the whole event when I was in the National Stadium yesterday, when I was supposed to be celebrating National day. The enthusiasm in the Stadium just wasn't there like Cedar's. Okay so the only part I liked about the National Day preview was when they sorta showered glitter onto the performer. And the glittery-looking fireworks that was above me. It was awesome. The rest—normal. Sorta tacky to me, even. No, NDP officials don't come and ban me forever. Because that's the sincere and honest truth from the bottom of my heart. And halfway through the thing. I felt that I would mever belong here. Anywhere. So I'd wondered whether I'd belong somewhere else way up there in Heaven. Yes, I think I would. Nostalgia? This world is not my home, I'm just a-passing through. If heaven's not my home, oh Lord what shall I do? The angels beckon me, from heaven's open door, and I can't feel at home in this world anymore.... Somehow or other, Jo manages to sing the song in such a piteous manner. The whole thing is kinda funny, if you ask me. The previous entry...I shall leave it as it is and let things go on by while I sit in the sidelines. I think I shall stagnantise everything because I know the feeling is not mutual. It's one sided. Nothing like that can work. It'll just make everything worse. Ciaos to da problem. I shall conveniently shift you to the back of my mind. How can someone walk around and look happy 24/7? Cheery, merry, optimistic? Is there a Samson in everyone of us? Lust. Never get intoxicated with lust. Just look at the books today's authors write about, making 'stuff' done before marriage sound alright.
Yeah, so I practically ripped this off someone's blog. Sorry, but I think it's good to do this.
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