Sometimes, I wish that emotions just didn't exist. But that'll just make us robots. Emotionless, mechanical and following orders. Don't you feel like you're just doing that, sometimes?

But right now, I really wish that I didn't have an infatuation. It's just fatal for me. My pulse rate increases drastically and my head starts swimming laps. It doesn't sound very nice, and absolutely doesn't feel very nice.

Gee. I'm weird.

At the bus stop where I was waiting for the bus, there was this lady who approached me to ask what bus goes to street 21? Uh, like where that is? But anyway, the bus that I was waiting for took pretty long so we kinda talked and talked. And guess what she said? Haa she said: "the way you speak english—it's good." She said something like that. Haha, then I was thinking: "Wait till you talk to others in school—they're better then me." Wells, kinda sweet. But see, if the lady didn't look so sweet, I'd shut up and stare through the person. I'm paranoid like that. Come to think of it: I was talking to a stranger. And, she's a Christian too. =)

We are going to start operation desperate soon. I hope that guy replies my SMS soon so I'll get the information I need. Haha. You need to be well-informed when you're carrying out such a risky and embarrassing operation.

Until then, I'm pretty speechless today as to what I'm to blog. There's no main theme for my entry.

On a parting note: The End-of-Year Exams [EYEs] coming. I have to study hard. Today the Chinese teacher asked me if I could do without Chinese. I was swallowing pretty hard. So you see, my chinese is a lost cause. My english ain't that satisfactory either. So I have to rely on the others. God grant me the perseverance!

Love ya'll.