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Friday, October 01, 2004

Right now, I'm going through a stage of literary and artistic renaissance in me. I don't know why, everytime I'm sad or bogged down with stuff I'll just have inspirations and more inspirations over and over again. I kinda love it, because then I feel like I have something to do [finally] but surely no one likes feeling sad. It's just not right to feel sad. I rarely feel the deepest blues that's why I can't really handle sadness. I'll just glare at the world and wallow in self pity and denial. It's totally pathetic and I'll just totally sink in deeper into self pity and all that. That's why I detest having the blue funk. It's bad for my mental state.

And Rudi Voeller's resignation from the football club is really disappointing. I mean, first it was the German team, now it's something like, ASRoma or what? Rudi Voeller had a flourishing stage, at the point when Germany got into the semi-finals during the Japan-Korea 2002 FIFA World Cup. He's just depleting now. Maybe he's in deep depression that's why he's quitting and he needs someone to bring him out of that depth of unhappiness so that he can be at his optimum again.

I wonder.



I stargazed. [3:11 AM]


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