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Hello.

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Promises broken. Promises unbroken.

When will anyone ever break that cycle?

Ahh. Whatever. I've realised that my writing style differs from when I began blogging. It's terrible. I prefer the way I typed before but it's difficult to change myself. Perhap it's because of my dedication to my blog. It's gone.

Haha, I have no more dedication to my blog anymore. I prefer...other things. But I still love typing. And crapping. Scolding the hell out of someone. I mean, I don't usually do that but I do that to people who are increasingly unreasonable. Like, I bet the person reading this will know.

I welcome logic. But I definitely do not welcome people who are unreasonable. I mean, who would like someone who just goes mad when you say something so little? It's just insane, some people are. And better still, they don't know what mistake they've made, and you have to tell them. Which is totally embarrassing and rude, too. So the best way is to just avoid them. Ain't that clever. Haha.

Have to go.



I stargazed. [10:19 PM]


I update.

Monday, December 20, 2004

I've not updated for thousands of centuries. So here's one of the rare updates.

And people are dying to hear what I say. Okay. Maybe not, but anyway.

It's been great, this holiday, hanging out with my girlfriends and forgetting some of the things I don't want to remember about, although I have not very successfully forgotten about...things.

And I'll like to say, having a crush on someone is really tough. It either makes you really disillusioned or too wise for words. And the worst thing is, I am neither.

I want people around me to be happy. But more often than not, I'll be part of those who bring sorrow around to me. But hello, I'm so thick-skinned I won't detach myself from humanity. I reiterate my first point. I want people I care for to be happy.

You know, the most beautiful thing I think happened to man is love. God's love, love between each other. Sometimes when you see things happening and you might think to yourself: how can this person get so dumb? Why would people stick onto things that is oh-so-obvious to you that will not do good for them? In my opinion, I think it's because they have this hope that this person that they hold on to will bring them happiness and sadly, it does. I brings them happiness in the most absurd ways, if I may say so myself.

Now, I wonder why I just typed that entire paragraph down.
Maybe it's because of this guy I can't forget.

No matter how many other handsomer guys are placed next to him, none can compare.
Am I so blinded by his attributes that I cannot see what is right in front of me?

As of now, I just threw myself into confusion.

Crazayyyyyyy

And I'll try to update more often. Really.



I stargazed. [7:01 AM]


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