I've not updated for thousands of centuries. So here's one of the rare updates.

And people are dying to hear what I say. Okay. Maybe not, but anyway.

It's been great, this holiday, hanging out with my girlfriends and forgetting some of the things I don't want to remember about, although I have not very successfully forgotten about...things.

And I'll like to say, having a crush on someone is really tough. It either makes you really disillusioned or too wise for words. And the worst thing is, I am neither.

I want people around me to be happy. But more often than not, I'll be part of those who bring sorrow around to me. But hello, I'm so thick-skinned I won't detach myself from humanity. I reiterate my first point. I want people I care for to be happy.

You know, the most beautiful thing I think happened to man is love. God's love, love between each other. Sometimes when you see things happening and you might think to yourself: how can this person get so dumb? Why would people stick onto things that is oh-so-obvious to you that will not do good for them? In my opinion, I think it's because they have this hope that this person that they hold on to will bring them happiness and sadly, it does. I brings them happiness in the most absurd ways, if I may say so myself.

Now, I wonder why I just typed that entire paragraph down.
Maybe it's because of this guy I can't forget.

No matter how many other handsomer guys are placed next to him, none can compare.
Am I so blinded by his attributes that I cannot see what is right in front of me?

As of now, I just threw myself into confusion.

Crazayyyyyyy

And I'll try to update more often. Really.