If you remember, it's Ong all over again.

No, that Ong, you know.

I can totally die.

I think we're playing online mind games now. Very tiring.

Don't want to think of a single thing at all. Nothingnothingnothing. Because I secretly know that nothing's happening and yet, why do I feel like something is?

Confusing, that's all I can say about that.

And I think through I these a see a lack in a private world that's in order. Because all I see is absolute disorder.

I need my order back.

Then it can govern everything else happening and so, even though there's disorder raging outside, everything will be safe and sound inside of my soul. Because that's where everything that matters starts.

God guide me.

Bye folks :)