To the one who's been watching over me,

You see, I've been having some problems. Sometimes I feel like I don't know how to help my friends. Sometimes I don't know the right things to say. Sometimes I feel like throwing in the towel, sometimes I feel like watching MODTV and let the world pass me by. Sometimes I just don't get people, sometimes I get frustrated when I don't want to get people. Sometimes I struggle too much, sometimes I struggle too little. Sometimes I forget things I'm to be mindful of, sometimes I just get too weary.

But you know what? I'm glad you're there always. Because sometimes I thank you for that moments that make everything worthwhile. I thank you for the friends that make everything seem swell. I thank you for all that you've given to me.

Although I often forget that I have to trust in you to provide for me. I thank you for those that are always there to kick me back into the right way, and I thank you that I can even struggle.

And oft times I forget that through all the flurry of activities that there should be time for you, and that's where everything becomes messed up.

Oft times I let words slip out of my mouth so easily, and oft times I forget that they cannot be taken back. Many a times I also forget that life and everything else is not just about MeMeMe but about everything that's around and about me.

But then I thank you for moments that made me realise that there are better things to do than hold a pity party for oneself because chances are, there's someone who always needs your love than watch you pity yourself.

And so here am I, all geared up. Just please, show me the right way to go.

Thank you, and love you.

P.S. By the way, I think things are awesome now. I just hope that I won't forget the way you told me to go.