First and foremost, I think Christmas was happening.
Nothing ever stays the same aye.
Training was just like, training.
I'd like to think that my thoughts are all messed up and I don't know what I really am thinking but the truth is, I do know myself at this point.
VBS was fun and I got to see a side of many people that I didn't even know existed. Not that it's really bad.
I just don't want to face it.
Going all the way back to November, the Vietnam trip was a good time to make oneself believe that she was like a hardcore backpacker. Haha, if only.
I'd rather be a simple and normal and the most unobservant person on earth so that I won't see what's blooming before me.
And in addition, I aspire to be like the next Julia Child.
Because I don't like any of it.
Junior meet senior session was immediately busted because there were 3 cedarians and one guy from my OG group. Coincidences always takes place.
I think the blue parts are just confusing everyone. And that's how I like it.
Ms Chiam is in VJ teaching GP??!!!? Like, WHOAH! :)
I just don't want to face any of it. I'm scared and I know nothing will ever happen and it could potentially be the most embarrassing thing on earth and furthermore, I'm not obeying God. This whole tug-o-war is tearing my heart in two.
It just dawned on me that this is A level year.
And I just happen to have bad taste. But I'm fairly convinced it's the character that matters. However, I do see the problem here. I'm governing my feelings with my heart, not with what the Bible says. And that, (note to self), is just plain wrong. I do think that sometimes I just refuse to hear the right thing.
Let's just see where God takes us this year. Love <3
I stargazed.
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